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Aug. 2nd, 2010 10:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Dad.
Harmony just called me (and forgetting for a moment that I have a new number and I have no idea how she got it) and asked to meet Daria.
I don't even... What...
Arghf.
Daria could totally kick her arse, but she could kick my arse too, and Harmony will say something insensitive, because she's Harmony and I just don't know what to do.
I haven't even told Daria about the girl on Dwyer Street, let alone Harmony. There's just too much.
Harmony just called me (and forgetting for a moment that I have a new number and I have no idea how she got it) and asked to meet Daria.
I don't even... What...
Arghf.
Daria could totally kick her arse, but she could kick my arse too, and Harmony will say something insensitive, because she's Harmony and I just don't know what to do.
I haven't even told Daria about the girl on Dwyer Street, let alone Harmony. There's just too much.
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Date: 2010-08-03 09:14 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-08-03 09:23 am (UTC)I was so terrified Daria would leave me when I was hurt because Harmony just...fucked me up.
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Date: 2010-08-04 04:22 am (UTC)You're right. It's just not the time. I can say that. It's true. It's not an excuse.
I just feel like...if I try to ignore her, then that's me doing what she did to me and I know how much that hurt, so doesn't that make me an arsehole?
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Date: 2010-08-04 04:37 am (UTC)The difference is that you're ignoring someone you have no connection to any more who has shown up and demanded attention without deserving it. When Harmony ignored you, the two of you were together and you'd made an agreement through that to be there for each other. She broke that agreement, not you.
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Date: 2010-08-04 04:40 am (UTC)So uhm...hey. So I was thinking about like...maybe coming home? Is...would that be okay?
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Date: 2010-08-04 04:41 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-08-04 07:55 am (UTC)I miss you. And I don't like the thought of you being all alone.