It just turns out that he has been lying to me for years. He let me think my mother left for no reason, but it was his fault. He knew I blamed her and that it made me feel like shit, and he never saw fit to explain it to me. And then I find out from Ian of all people.
I can't live with a man who lied to me for five years.
Oh my poor Noah. I'll come see you at Peter's if I can wrangle the twins or you can come see me, which means I don't have to try brave carseats, and Cassandra hates everything today cos Phoebe kept her up all night, and I don't want to drive anywhere with anyone screaming at me all the way. So... do you want to come here?
I really would, Daria. Believe me when I say I want to come see you to save you hassle, but I can't move. I screamed at my dad. We had an actual fight. God. And I fell over and everything hurts. Peter made Katia come and make sure I'm alright and nothing is broken again, but I think it's best, health-wise only, if I just rest. Katia kind of commanded me and she's scary...
I can come over tomorrow when I'm not as exhausted? Is that okay? I really want to see you, I'm just so... I'm so lost.
YOU HAD AN ACTUAL FIGHT AND YOU FELL OVER!? THIS IS NOT OKAY!
Damn right you have to rest, then.
Tomorrow. I might even brave an outing just cos I'm starting to go a bit cabin fevery. I'll call you in the morning to sort something out. And then I'll come find you again. You're my Noah. You won't be lost for long.
Dad slept with Serenity's mother. He cheated on Mum. And he didn't tell us. He let us believe she chose to go. I have felt like she didn't care enough about us for years and it was actually his fault.
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Date: 2010-07-06 07:59 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2010-07-06 08:29 am (UTC)and are you sure it was really your dad?no subject
Date: 2010-07-06 08:34 am (UTC)It just turns out that he has been lying to me for years. He let me think my mother left for no reason, but it was his fault. He knew I blamed her and that it made me feel like shit, and he never saw fit to explain it to me. And then I find out from Ian of all people.
I can't live with a man who lied to me for five years.
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Date: 2010-07-07 09:47 am (UTC)Oh my poor Noah. I'll come see you at Peter's if I can wrangle the twins or you can come see me, which means I don't have to try brave carseats, and Cassandra hates everything today cos Phoebe kept her up all night, and I don't want to drive anywhere with anyone screaming at me all the way. So... do you want to come here?
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Date: 2010-07-07 10:01 am (UTC)I can come over tomorrow when I'm not as exhausted? Is that okay? I really want to see you, I'm just so... I'm so lost.
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Date: 2010-07-07 10:08 am (UTC)Damn right you have to rest, then.
Tomorrow. I might even brave an outing just cos I'm starting to go a bit cabin fevery. I'll call you in the morning to sort something out. And then I'll come find you again. You're my Noah. You won't be lost for long.
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Date: 2010-07-07 10:14 am (UTC)I'll talk to you then. Actually. Can I call you now? For just a few minutes? I want to hear your voice. I love you.
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Date: 2010-07-07 10:17 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-07-07 10:30 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-07-08 02:35 am (UTC)Screened
Date: 2010-07-08 02:39 am (UTC)Dad slept with Serenity's mother. He cheated on Mum. And he didn't tell us. He let us believe she chose to go. I have felt like she didn't care enough about us for years and it was actually his fault.
So fuck him.
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Date: 2010-07-08 02:42 am (UTC)Screened
Date: 2010-07-08 02:46 am (UTC)